Identity Statuses

When I first read about Marcia's identity theories, I laughed because I feel like I am in continuous moratorium, although some parts of my identity have been achieved. I have learned that the identities that we formulate are egotistical constructions. With that said, in order to function in the world and have worldly success the ego must construct an identity.

I always wanted to be a teacher but didn't want to study education because I didn't want to pigeonhole myself into one sector. I like to remain flexible, open to change and I'd rather not commit to anything too fully. This is a reason I am continuously examining my life choices and experimenting with new ideologies. In college I was definitively in moratorium. I began studying fashion merchandising. I adored the art of fashion but could not deal with the superficial characters and unnecessary drama. Then I experiemented with public relations. I thought I would enjoy this because I enjoy engaging with people and collaborating on humanitarian projects. I think at this point I had an understanding of myself but not full identity achievement. I finally decided to major in International Social Justice and Spanish.

I have found identity in many things, including yoga. I loved yoga so much I became an instructor. In this face-paced American world, I find that yoga helps me stay focused on my inner desires and helps me relax. It was through meditation and my yoga practice that I reconnected with my aspiration to be a teacher. I have had the fortunate opportunity to travel to Haiti, Peru and Spain. These experiences have helped me formulate an ideology with my identity. Equality, hard work and communal support are a few parts of my ideological identity. I feel my identity will continue to evolve as I have more life experiences.